1.Going Away
Please don't forget me, I'm going away.
I'm taking a taxi to Kentucky, where they don't even know
all about me; I just need to feel safe.
I've got a thousand sweaters, and shoes, and paintings to hide;
the skeletons in my way, don't ask where I'm going
I'm going away, I'm going my way.
Finally, it's my time, to be lonely enough.
Unloved and I can't wait.
Dont forget what I said; don't forget my letter.
every night I pray for you.
I don't got a religion.
Isnt that something？ I miss those days.
I see that bottle; it's now ten years aged.
I've got the marbles I could sell for money;
got a pair of fresh shaved legs.
Wont you baby come with me？
I've got a extra space
in my car, in my heart, in my mind
Look there's the passenger seat by the boat that you gave
Don't know where I'm going...
I'm going away, I'm going my way.
finally it's my time, to be lonely enough.
Unloved and I can't wait.
Dont forget what I said; don't forget my letter.
every night I pray for you,
I don't got a religion.
Isnt that something？ I miss those days.
Well he said, slow down; slow down;
Think it over; weve all got wretched closets.
A silly girl pride kills more than AIDS
lately I say come on, I've thought it over,
I don't wanna die here;
I've no desire to get married.
I can't read the others anymore.
Alone; I must learn to race myself
I'm going away, I'm going my way
finally it's my time, to be lonely enough.
Unloved and I can't wait
please forget what I said, please forget my letter.
Every night I pray for you;
I don't got a religion to think
that something will make those days.
I, I'm not going halfway
I'll find my way
I, I, Every night I pray for you,
Don't believe in Heaven
or that it could be a happy place
I, I'm going away
2.Hug Me
You hold me close, naked, I don't feel a thing
Your zipper's all but cherry, but I don't feel anything
Your mind is stranded down
I'm closing you in my arms
And not grow overweight and plastic anyday
Hug me 'til you drug me, honey hug me, anyway
Your eyes are dusty dirt porn magazines
You're lazy, selfish, yeah you were raised that way
It's a hole that he was bred
I'll take your pants, you take my hair
And let us dance and choose the happy and depressed
Hug me til you drug me, honey, hug me
Drug me til you love me, honey, hug me
Wait, wait
I swear I've seen that face somewhere
It's very face I fell for in the human race
I can't lie, I was brainwashed to be honest
In this brave new world that slowly passes by
I'm just a girl learning to act as planned
I was programmed to be Catholic, but I ran
I changed my race, I changed my name
I prayed to them, please, what is brave？
I am loyal because I was simply raised that way
Hug me til you drug me, honey, hug me
Hug me til you suffocate me, hug me, honey
Wait, wait
I swear I've seen that face somewhere
it's very face I fell for in the human race
I can't lie, I was brainwashed to be honest
in this brave new world that slowly passes by
By the way, I never liked your hands on me
Never liked your ideas of what is beautiful
Or really truly holy
I must say you've thrown, your apathy away
Go back into your diapers
Will you die first before you admit the truth
Wait, wait
I swear I've seen that face somewhere,
it's very face I fell for in the human race
I can't lie, I was brainwashed to be honest
in this brave new world it slowly passes by
I can't lie, I was brainwashed to be honest
In this brave new world that slowly passes by
This brave new world that slowly passes by
Wait, wait
I swear I've seen that face somewhere
It's very face I fell for in the human race
I can't lie, I was brainwashed to be honest
In this brave new world that slowly passes by
3.What If
Stand tall
Head and shoulders down
They don't make 'em like us anymore
You failed (you failed)
to see that I am not your shadow
I can be more
You said the world is hard to face
'I am your umbrella, Meghan'
But I can keep up with its pace
If you let me go ？？
What if I see you down the line？
What if I've built up what was mine？
What if I didn't forget passion like you did？
What if you...
What if I find my purpose first？
What if I fulfill my life's worth？
What if you counting on my failure made me live？
What if you...
Not scared (not scared)
I know you thought
I was shaking fast in my own two shoes
But these soles could fight the ocean waves,
dirty laundry, and world war two
Finally I see past my front hands
Not a coward, pissing pants
I thank you for telling me I can't
Without you I wouldn't be where I am
What if I see you you down the line？
What if I took back my last time？
What if I didn't forget passion like you did？
What if you...
What if I find my purpose first？
What if I fulfill my life's worth？
What if you counting on my failure made me live？
What if you...
If you see me again
You won't know my face
But you recall my heart
Inside of me, inside of you is traced
When I see you again
I won't be bitter
You were part of this change
I was so much of you
I won't ever be the same
What if I see you you down the line？
What if I took back what was mine？
What if I didn't forget passion like you did？
What if you...
What if I find my purpose first？
What if I fulfill my life's worth？
What if you counting on my failure made me live？
What if you...
What if you counting on my failure made me live？
What if you...
What if you counting on my failure made me live？
4.Are There Giants Too,In The Dance？
You best be quick, you've got to run.
they're coming at you with their guns.
they're coming at you with their jail bars.
Whoever thought we'd fall so far？
You've got to learn to act like God.
You rule the world. You give the word
and if someone should fall behind
just let their suffering slip your mind.
Are there giants too, in the dance？
Cause this is about life and life isn't about death.
Are there giants too, in the dance？
Cause this is about life and life isn't about death
help me escape from lonely choirs
which only hollow voices sing
I wonder who decides who wins？
In which we nod in agreement
who let these sublime people in？
Are there giants too, in the dance？
Cause this is about life and life isn't about death.
Are there giants too, in the dance？
Cause this is about life and life isn't about death
Are there giants too, in the dance？
Cause this is about life and life isn't about death.
Are there giants too, in the dance？
Cause this is about life and life isn't about death
5.Inside My Head
I'm not anymore surprised at your phone calls at four in the
morning, (hello, hello？)
you try to write me letters like you transformed
into Charles Dickens overnight or something (oh I'm sorry)
And I doubt that you'll consider, that maybe just maybe,
those games that you were forced in, although heavy,
are no excuse for your lack of trust in anyone, even you.
that boy would use my palm as an ashtray
that was on his good days, yeah.
The scar looks like a bear or a rabbit
they said it's just his bad habit, yeah.
He's got inside my head,
I'm not even scared to come cure your past or try to reinvent
it,(just leave it alone!)
I can be your lover and your mother and your father you never
really had to take you fishing or teach compassion (you're never
enough)
You used my voice as your spokesman,
you couldn't walk on your own feet,
ain't that hard, yeah？ oh.
He's got inside my head
He's sleeping in my head
He's got hold of my hand
What's the use of common blindness？
He's got inside my head
He's sleeping in my head
He's got hold of my hand
Are you gonna tell me that you can't bury this？
We know that the present road is from this day,
well this time you're at the edge of tri- tri-ocean,
anything that you can __ __ __
He's got inside my head
He's sleeping in my head
He's got hold of my hand
What's the use of common blindness？
He's got inside my head
He's sleeping in my head
He's got hold of my hand
What's the use of common blindness？
6.Black Wedding
You were unaware that diamonds came with debt.
Ironic sure but that's the way it is, got my vows off the
internet.
You say, 'Crying weakens my immune system.'
But don't forget that if you pray for me, I'll pray for you,
and cash flow too, why not.
I said, 'If you pray for me, I'll pray for you,
and cash flow too, why not？'
It was a black wedding you could hear the organs,
not the violins or the words the Pope was saying,
was a black wedding, you could hear the organs but,
no drunken snoring or real hallelujahs.
Dumb people swore they saw the devil.
While most prayed they wouldn't last a winter.
It was a black wedding, throw those blessings all around.
So, you're finally viewing this at 5 foot 6.
It's not all 'roses' like your momma said,
we're not spoon fed anymore.
So you gonna tell, all our kids I was an 'accident,'
Ironic, true, but that's the way you act,
when you're upset, so let's take this outside.
We see our mirrors from outside.
And he said, 'We are only pride.
We stay hidden all our lives.'
It was a black wedding you could hear the organs,
not the violins or the words the Pope was saying,
was a black wedding, you could hear the organs but,
no drunken snoring or real hallelujahs.
Dumb people swore they saw the devil.
While most prayed they wouldn't last a winter.
It was a black wedding, throw those blessings all around.
What else is there to know when our bible's here？
What else is there to know when our bible's here？
There are no lies to find when the page is bare.
What else is there to know when your tax is shared？
when you're upset, so let's take this outside.
We see our mirrors from outside.
And he said, 'We are only pride.
We stay hidden all our lives.'
It was a black wedding you could hear the organs play.....
words the Pope was saying.
Was a black wedding you could hear the organs not,
the violins or the words the Pope was saying,
was a black wedding, you could, hear the organs but,
no drunken snoring or real Hallelujahs.
The Grave digger said, 'It's this cathedral....'
They drank holy water like animals at supper.
It was a black wedding, throw your blessings all around.
7.Bored Of Your Love
Did you think about what I said last night？
Knowing you, you probably didn't.
I could picture your face on the other side.
Completely oblivious.
Do you really feel like this love is real？
I wish I could join you.
I'm bored of your love
I'm bored of your face
I'm bored of your random all
over the place attitude
I'm bored of you
So, I thought about what you said last night
Normally I probably wouldn't
But something you said kept me up all night
I tried to sleep but I just couldn't
I hope you still feel like
this love is for real
'Cause I know that I do
I'm in love with your love
In love with your face
In love with almost everything that you say
Yes it's true
I'm in love with you
I'm bored with your love (I'm in love with your love)
I'm bored of your face (In love with your face)
I'm bored of your random all
over the place attitude
I'm bored of you (I'm in love with you)
I wish you put effort in
trying to make this new
(I would if you asked me,
I'd do anything for you)
I wish we were strangers (It's not like we're strangers)
In all the excitement we'd fall in love
(Guess that's it then)
Can I take you out just this one last time,
We could pretend I never met you
Well I'd love to, sounds like a lovely time,
But I'm sorry, I just can't let you
I'm bored of your love
I'm bored of your love
I'm up to my neck in this mess and I'm sorry
I'll remember your love
Remember your face
When it's over and done it
won't quite be the same
without you
I'll remember you (I'll remember you)
I'll remember your love
Remember your face
When it's over and done it
won't quite be the same
without you
I'll remember you (I'll remember you)
I'll remember you
8.One Sail
Never was a Navy brat but my father was, yeah
He warned me not to make friends with weather
My love rests in a shipwreck
With a compass in his hand
I wait for him, like vultures wait for bodies
Send the wind down
I hear his voice now
At the bottom of the blue
I'll get my coat, it'll be the second coming outside
When I return with you
I'm a ship like you,
One sail, one sea, you and me
And I left my soul next to the shore
One sail, one sea
Wait with my face in sun
That makes me look less young
I miss your half irish grin
And our love is growing upside down
They say, you'll never make it home
But I will wait home, bury your clothes
Send the wind down
And bring him back now
Because he is to me my life
I'm a ship like you,
One sail, one sea, you and me
And I left my soul next to the shore
One sail, one sea
I'm a ship like you
One sail, one sea, you and me
And left I my soul next to the shore
one sail, one sea
Think about sinking down
Think about all of it
Think his face drowning out
I think of it all, think of it all
Think about sinking down
Think about all of it
Think his face drowning out
I think of it all, think of it all
Think of it all
I'm a ship like you
One sail, one sea, you and me
And I left my soul next to the shore
One sail, one sea
I'm a ship like you
One sail, one sea, you and me
And I left my soul next to the shore
One sail, one sea
9.The Last Great Star In Hollywood
I've got my same old nose and no cheekbones
I've got my stomach rolls, rather bare wardrobe
They've got seven floors, one on the East Coast
Why they grin so wide？
They've got their visions, no one knows
I think I'm on the brightside
Got my hair cut short, I do my class report on time
I hope I'm on the brightside
What beauty is today is a fake from what's inside
My teeth are yellow stars, sleeping in my jaws
While the lips enlarged in a constant pout
They're the type of girls who hide their wedding rings
If it doesn't match their clothes
They've got their visions, no one knows
And why we're patient, no one knows
I think I'm on the brightside
Got my hair cut short, I do my class report on time
I hope I'm on the brightside
What beauty is today, is a fake from what's inside
Learn to let go of tired skin
it's just a vex to hold me in
I ask for a closing statement
I ask for just one ware that I can put me into
Be the most ardor man machines
Under our masks, not what we seem
We must not sleep underneath the slow and steady
descend of the fools upstairs.
I think I'm on the brightside
Got my hair cut short,
I do my class report on time
I hope I'm on the brightside
What beauty is today
is a fake from what's inside
On the brightside
Got my hair cut short
I do my class report on time
I hope I'm on the brightside
What beauty is today
is a fake from what's inside
I've got my same old nose and no cheekbones
(I think I'm on the brightside)
My teeth are yellow stars, sleeping in my jaws
(I think I'm on the brightside)
They've got seven floors, one on the East Coast
(I think I'm on the brightside)
They're the type of girls who hide their wedding rings
(I think I'm on the brightside)
10.Agree To Disagree
Your house, the coffee tastes like dirt
Not because I'm hurt, that's just what it tastes like
Dirt roads, remind me of my skin
Not because I'm wasting away
With the gravel you grounded, that's what it feels like
I won't be sorry, won't go moping around
In fact I'm doing quite well for now
Let's talk about giving up, that sounds so bitter sweet
Think I'll throw in the towel right now
I'll lay low on the ground and I'll be on my feet
When I can breathe, when I'm good and ready
This tree, lovers heart engraved
Not because I'm lonely, just because I hate it
Sunshine lives underneath my nose
Not because I'm burning all my hopes
Scorching all my favors, far as I can turn
And I'm not bitter, I'm not mouthing out words
Look at my face, believe me now
Let's talk about giving up, that sounds so bitter sweet
Think I'll throw in the towel right now
I'll lay low on the ground and I'll be on my feet
When I can breathe, when I'm good and ready
Let's talk about giving up, that sounds so bitter sweet
Think I'll throw in the towel right now
I'll lay low on the ground and I'll be on my feet
When I can breathe, when I'm good and ready
11.Fighting For Nothing
When I was younger,
I wish that I would have known better
Better love makes a fat romance,
lasts for more than a shoe shine
I'm bolder, took all the words of my mother
Saying it could be worse
Could be born with that disease
Instead of catching it first
So let's go back to the first time
That I met you in your Chevy
With your hands stretched and me crying,
screaming 'mercy, mercy'
But I know that I was put here
To fight vikings in the cold war,
with my arms out in the front
singing 'tear me, tear me'
These things take time, love
These things take backbone
And they'll tell you what you want to hear
They say it gets better, better
But you better know how to point out the liars
You've got to win your wars, make sure
You're not fighting for nothing, nothing
Are you fighting for nothing, nothing
It feels like this world has been growing slowly upside down,
Maybe I should move to China, straighten this mess out
Maybe I'll be a poet, watch all the sky for falling words
Write about my grandma's curtains
Or the lady who put the chinese buffet in her purse
I've got my mouth, it's a weapon
It's bombshell, it's a cannon
I've got my words, I won't give them mercy, mercy
These things take time, love
These things take backbone
And they'll tell you what you want to hear
They say it gets better, better
But you better know how to point out the liars
You've got to win your wars, make sure
You're not fighting for nothing, nothing
Are you fighting for nothing, nothing
I hope they cut you open, make you seal the warn
For all the wrong reasons, make you see
that some things were worth bruising for
Make you see that your name is your honor code
Make you see that your hands you're accounted for
They can choose where your sweat and you blood will go
Make you see your life's not to be lived alone
Run the strip through your hair
You're worth nothing, nothing
These things take time, love
These things take backbone
And they'll tell you what you want to hear
They say it gets better, better
But you better know how to point out the liars
You've got to win your wars, make sure
You're not fighting for nothing, nothing
These things take time, love
These things take backbone
And they'll tell you what you want to hear
They say it gets better, better
But you better know how to point out the liars
You've got to win your wars, make sure
You're not fighting for nothing, nothing
Are you fighting for nothing, nothing
12.Kiss You Goodnight
I dont care to know, the time on the wall.
The placement of my shoes, on the wood floor.
The last boat has left. Cant carry you afloat.
I fear the empty, wet bed. The empty grey coat.
And I wont go till youre asleep.
You open your mouth, like an asthma attack, you repeat,
If all that you take from this is courage, then Ive no regrets.
I wanted to kiss you goodnight.
No longer can pretend, it wont cave in and will be alright.
I wanted to save this last light.
With dawn comes certainty of what well be, for now hold me
lightly.
I look to the floor. Your hair like cut grass.
Your vomit it forms, a gold chain round your neck.
I wont wake you up. No need for last words.
These last idle hours. More than I deserve.
You take from this is, courage than Ive no regrets.
I wanted to kiss you goodnight.
No longer can pretend, it wont cave in and will be alright.
I wanted to save this last light.
With dawn comes certainty of what well be, for now hold me
lightly.
Dont settle for less again.
Youve become more than I could have become for you.
Could have inspired to be.
Hesitation will leave dents on the walls and the rail.
And your scent will leave me with more faith in myself.
I wanted to kiss you goodnight.
No longer can pretend. It wont cave in and will be alright.
Wanted to tell you I lied.
I said Id make it through this world alright, but I dont care to
try.
I'd make it through this world alright, but I dont care to try.
13.Here,Here And Here
The time of my life, a record of myself
An accurate sketch of perfect health
A roof on my head, shoes on my feet
Plenty of room, plenty to eat
Been very far, made lots of friends
And I love my mother, hope to see her again
I'm a wanderer now, sorrow befalls me
I laugh often so I suppose I'm gonna be fine
Mozart he said 'there's nothing to composing'
And that's all we do
We just write and play and write and play and write and...
Here, here and here
He pointed to his heart and mind and ears
He said 'here, here and here'
He pointed to his heart and mind and ears
Here, here and here
He pointed to his heart and mind and ears
He said 'here, here and here'
He pointed to his heart and mind and ears
Mozart he said 'there's nothing to composing' (Here, here and
here)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (He pointed to his heart and mind and ears)
Mozart he said 'there's nothing to composing' (Here here and
here)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (He pointed to his heart and mind and ears)
Mozart he said 'there's nothing to composing' (Here, here and
here)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (He pointed to his heart and mind and ears)
Mozart he said 'there's nothing to composing' (Here here and
here)
Yeah, yeah, yeah (He pointed to his heart and mind and ears)
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